I'm sure that Goths think about death at a supermarket.

They think about it in a box.
They think about it wearing socks.
They think about it here.
They think about it there.
They think about it everywhere.

They think about it cutting wrists.
They think about it treating cysts.
They think about it in a plane.
They think about it on a train.
They think about it everywhere.
I think I need to cut my hair.

They think about it wearing black.
They think about it smoking crack.
They think about it in the day.
They think about it every way.
They think about watching COPS
They think about it at the shops.

They think about it all the time.
All those goths should just fucking die.

THE END, YO!

COPYRIGHT, Frank A. Menesch.

Do you know what it's like to want to kill someone?
Do you know the blinding rage that comes over you?
Your heart goes a mile a minute.
Your breath becomes short and shallow.
You feel sick to your stomach.
Your hands start to shake.
Your face turns red and becomes hot.
A lump appears in your throat.
And the rage is so complete, you just want to cry.

Microsoft screwed me again tonight. You see, I play this game, Hearts of Iron 2, and it is fun to make AAR's (after action reports - dramatised versions of what went on in the game). So I opened up Wordpad and had a joyous time typing in my triumphs and defeats at the hands of the Polish. I had, in this file, inserted diagrams of my plans, which of my armies would be taking which provinces. One was of some Polish girl, crying over the rigormortis affected corpse of her sister, which had been OWNED by the Luftwaffe. Sometimes, it's fun to add pictures like that, for dramatic effect. I had meticulously stated the location and commander of each Heersgruppe and Armeekorps involved in the invasion (and even some that weren't!). I went to the trouble of dramatically recreating each move of each corps, as well as my Luftwaffe and Kriegsmarine. I dramatised the events of my diplomatic actions, making sure to include realism and detail. Sometimes, however, these files crash. However, I was smart. I saved it repeatedly, no less than 50 times! I had closed and opened the file a few times; my data was intact. I had a 5000 word AAR going on. I was mega-chuffed. Then, it all came crumbling down. I opened it up, and alas, my 5000 word AAR had been reduced to 500. My pictures were gone, and the information reverted to the days before I attacked Poland.

That was when the rage set in.

All at once, I had visions of my anonymous henchmen slowly flaying the family of Mr. Monopoly (Bill Gates), while he was forced to look on. He could hear their every cry of pain, see their skin fall to the floor to expose muscle and bone, smell the sweet scent of blood drift across to him, feel the spray of blood on his face as their throats were slashed. All the while, he was being sodomised by some kind of frustrated giant of a man, just out of prison. After the family was dead, their bodies mutilated and tangled in a mess on the ground, he suffered the same fate as them. Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually broken.

And I enjoyed it.

This may seem a little harsh, but I have been screwed like this dozens of times. I am angry that this happens to me, but I am also angry because I have no alternative. To make matters worse, the only person in the world who cares about me was not here to catch me. I don't blame her, I just want her here. I always do, though.

I love you.

Really.

I am crushed that this has happened to me so many times recently. Fuck it. I'll keep a backup. I need a pen and paper.

Wait, pens leak and run out quickly.

Pencil.

1. What time did you get up this morning? I woke up circa 1030 to take a piss, but then went back to bed and got up at 1330.

2. Diamonds or pearls?

16. What colour is your bathroom main? Copper. I mean, white.

17. Favourite brand of clothing?

34. What colour underwear are you wearing? Ha! Underwear is for the weak! I only just got up, so right now, none. *wink, niggers*

36. Piercings?

51. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? Kelly.

52. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

67. Where did you spend New Years? At home... By myself.

68. Chris Klein or Heath Ledger?

Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil one with a black heart and no soul. People avoid you since you cause so much trouble and enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like nothing more than to rule this earth and be hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are probably a cast-away from society and family and have had a tough life where you learned to live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You do not wish to befriend anyone and you certainly do not wish to be in love. As a student of having learnt everything the hard way, you tend to be manipulative when you want something for yourself. In your head there is only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No one cares about you so why should you? In school you probably ditch classes and go somewhere else instead of sitting in a classroom. It is not that you are stupid, because you're probably very smart, but everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the same room, breathing the same air as your enemies is not desired by you.

Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)

As a person, you think life is just plain painful, horrible and everything else you don't like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean, why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather montone. You feel there is no reason to really be here and feel helpless.

Your power is: Mind Control

Explanation: Your brain is highly evolved and has learned to communicate with others. This makes you able to control peoples thoughts since their brains hasn't evolved as much as yours and can't fight back. And that way you can make people do stuff without complaining. In good purposes it can be used to convince the "villian" to give up. But in bad purposes they can use it to gain anything, by for example convince people to give all their money to the mind controller.
The power fits you since you have the need to be in control and boss around. It's nothing personal, you just like to have everyone under your eye. That's because you don't know where you have everyone else and don't know if they are going to betray you and stay by your side. That can also lead to you being jealous. It's all to hide your insecurity. You can also be competitive and feel like you have to prove yourself. Sometimes you can also act immaturely, which can also be entertaining for your friends. You are also protective and don't like is someone trash-talks your friends.
Negative aspects: Your bossyness can get out of hand and your jealousy can scare people away. This is not intentional but can happen all the same.

3% of people had this result.

What is my fucking phrase?

"Happiness can subside, but frustration never lets go"
You have been awfully mistreated in your life by your fellow peers and/or family, and feel a growing frustration towards your life and your inability to do anything about it. Since no one has ever really been there for you, you bottle most things inside. And that is quite a lot of pain bottled up too. Deep inside you yearn for many things; feelings for affinity, for the world to improve, for people to stop being judgemental amongst other things. Yet your hope in improvement is very low, and believe you only have the power over yourself. When you are in larger crowds you tend to get irritated by the prescence of others, so you keep to yourself. Those who know you are probably aware of the hate you carry, but you rarely do anything about it.

25% of people had this result.
(25%?! That sucks.)

Until next time, senoritas.

You need someone loyal.

People have let you down since forever and you have always been left by yourself. Your life spark is now barely flickering and there is a big feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. You don't know what to do anymore in your life and everything has a sense of meaningless to it. Though you're not only sad, you also carry hate and many grudges on people. You have a hard time letting people in, but with your history you don't even desire that so much anymore.

8% of people had this result.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]